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ok.. so I'm taking a next step in my life. I'm improving on myself. I'm going down this path i am on, thanks to God. I now attend a church regularly, and I like its small confines in a church building i attended nearly 40 years ago. To me it is surreal. Do i know whats ahead, or even where I am going? no, not at all. to be honest it scares me, but I need to step out of my fear and take charge of my life, and live it the way I and God want me to be. where ever this path goes, I'm sticking it out to the end. I feel it is a testament to who I am. I am learning more and more everyday about myself. and improving, also trying to make amends for past mistakes. But one can only make amends for mistakes where there was mistakes to begin with, if people don't want to listen then that is their fault, and their loss. I wont go where im not wanted and I know I am a good man, if you don't.. well that's too bad so sad for you... |
| ok... sorry I've been lack on my blogging this week, which has been due to my birthday celebration I was having. I took 2 days off of work, worked at home like a dog, and had a day in Disney's Hollywood studios for lunch at Hollywood's brown derby, that is the one restaurant I like in there. but Im back to real life again,and back to work( eww!). and will probrably get back to it and get back to regular grind... llap. |
| I am going to dispense with my usual circle of friends blog stuff, and put something here about my job. As I just heard something that made me furious. A new guy got promoted to a better position, who has been here less time than I have been. Am very tired of this company... I know now that I have no future here at this place.... I have what I see, is one path, I must find another job. Right now I am pissed beyond all belief, as I cant go anywhere as the person over me is a has been 75 year old waste of space, who probably should have retired years ago.... so again twice in three months... I get screwed... but my time is coming...it's their loss. |
| DAY 857 March 24, 2015 Prompt: Why do you think history unfolded differently on the different continents? I think history unfolded differently on the differently continents, mainly because I think that history played out differently on other continents mainly because of point of view. As an example, the civil war for example, from a northerners point of view it is called the 'civil war' and from the southern point of view it is called the 'war of Northern aggression'. the great Obi wan Kenobi from the original stars wars movies, once said that " You'll find many things you once knew are a bit different based on your point of view." To a homeless person, who has been on the street for many years, taking a piece of fruit while no one is watching is survival, while to every one else, its theft. The average foot soldier in the German army, was just fighting the allied soldiers in defense of their country, not to further their leaders treatment of Jewish people, they fought for their country. but from an Americans point of view they all were monsters as was the Japanese in the very same war. using those examples, always remember point of view doesn't make history, but it does help us to from our opinions about history, and how we look at it. _______________________________________________________________________________________________________________ on a different note. I am having to shake my head. I got a letter from the I.R.S., and no its not a good one. I sold my house two years ago, and apparently I was sent a form from the mortgage company, and either I didn't get it or I lost it, but it raised my income by about $6000.00 and they caught it, so now I owe $942.00, which of course I don't have laying around. I'll have to make some sort of payment arrangements on it. not sure how, but by God, I'll do it. maybe then I can get my life straightened out.. Just tired, so tired of it. |
| DAY 856: Monday, March 23, 2015 Prompt: Is there something that you could add to your life on a daily basis that would make you happier? now granted life isn't easy... But in reality I am happy. could I be happier? doubtful... I have everything in life one could want. I mean yes I want to earn more money every day, but like the flowers of the field I am clothed quite nicely, god has me where he needs me... so No there isn't something that would make me happier. |
| Yesterday was a busy day for me, I had wanted to go to pilgrimage day at the masonic home, and actually ended up working it, when I really didn't want to, but it was worth it, then came home and defrosted the back freezer, and feels like I hurt myself lifting the small freezer outside to hose it out. still very tired today. Supposed to be going to a great breakfast buffet this am for the beginning of my birthday week... I know Ill enjoy this. |
DAY 854 March 21, 2015 Prompt: What things in life are worth waiting for? usually the things you want are worth waiting for but that isn't always the case. For example: job hunting, new position at current job, a new girlfriend, a new wife, a child. I find that the things that are worth it are things that will last if waited for. like a new girlfriend, if you choose not to wait for that diamond, even if its in the rough, you risk doing things too early( yes you know what I'm talking about) then it wont last, and if she was the one, you destroyed it. |
DAY 853 March 20, 2015 Prompt: Would you ever want to be on the front lines, reporting from a conflict? Why or why not? I would not want to be on the front lines of war, as I'm of the belief we, by we I mean humans, shouldn't be fighting with each other over turf, religion, or any other reason. humans have failed to do what they were created for so many times. I get disturbed when I see humans fighting to the death over something as silly as ground, or anything like that. |
DAY 852: March 19, 2015 Prompt: What plans do you have for this summer? Are you the type to plan things out, or would you rather do them on a whim? personally, I hate planning things out. I used to do it, but since no one seems to care what I want, and walk all over me I stopped making plans and go with the flow. It is an easy enough thought to think of because there is no way of being disappointed when things don't work out. To me, its kind of like saying ' screw you' to those who are around me, as if they thought anything about me they would at least try to, once and a while, listen to what I have to say... that is all I have to say about that.. |
| DAY 851: Wednesday, March 18, 2015 Prompt: This is Supreme Sacrifice Day http://holidayinsights.com/moreholidays/March/supremesacrificeday.htm. The origin of this day, as well as the person who created it is conceal beneath the fog of history. You have a choice of prompts (1) Write a myth about the origin and/or creator of this day. or (2) Write about someone who made the supreme sacrifice. Ok so it is another day in Paradise! Oh Joy! I don't know anybody who had made the supreme sacrifice, personally. But I do know of those who did. On the battle grounds of world war 2, and world war 1, Vietnam and Korea, the gulf wars and the wars in Afghanistan. Lets not forget those who did it domestically either, meaning the fire fighters, and police, the emt's and paramedics, as well as other public officials who put there lives on the line for the safety of others. they have the thinking that they would give that much for the defense of others... I know I would.... would you? Do you have the intestinal courage to give that much for someone else? or do you just think you do? Can you think of others before yourself, knowing you wont get any credit what so ever? I know I do... are you in my league? |
| ok this is Monday morning... I'm not impressed. I think we need to cancel this until we are more rested or just cancel it outright... I took one day of vacation... only to come back to my replacement, and my boss I might add, screwing everything up and me having to fix it... oh joy! I love my job... don't know what I would do without it.... I think I need a trip to the most magical place I know.... Walt Disney world in Orlando to fix me up and get me going again... I'm losing faith in my self and my abilities... ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** God bless, David ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
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