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blog of a person who seems to be invisible... |
ok.. so I'm taking a next step in my life. I'm improving on myself. I'm going down this path i am on, thanks to God. I now attend a church regularly, and I like its small confines in a church building i attended nearly 40 years ago. To me it is surreal. Do i know whats ahead, or even where I am going? no, not at all. to be honest it scares me, but I need to step out of my fear and take charge of my life, and live it the way I and God want me to be. where ever this path goes, I'm sticking it out to the end. I feel it is a testament to who I am. I am learning more and more everyday about myself. and improving, also trying to make amends for past mistakes. But one can only make amends for mistakes where there was mistakes to begin with, if people don't want to listen then that is their fault, and their loss. I wont go where im not wanted and I know I am a good man, if you don't.. well that's too bad so sad for you... |
ok.. its sunday the end to another weekend. Friday was a vacation day for me but It didn't feel like it as our plans we wanted never got worked on. hmmm sounds normal to me... and Saturday, after a few issues with masonic meeting and a doctors appointment and an evening in Newport richey at an installation it ended nice. so now here I sit sunday morning woke up with a slight head ache asking ok now what? |
DAY 847 March 14, 2015 Prompt: Do you consider yourself to be strong-willed or more of an easygoing type? Which type do you prefer to be around? I am strong willed, always have been, but I can be easy going. It is a choice, a choice that I choose to make. Personally, I choose who I am which kind with. I let the person choose which way I choose to go. I prefer to be around anytype of person. I can adapt to anybody if they choose to let me, otherwise I will walk away. its quiet simple |
The more things change, the more they stay the same. Do you agree or disagree? Do you think everyone is writing these days- a book, short stories, poetry or memoirs as Cicero indicates. Does this impact us as writers ourselves? Are we one of the everyone's? What's make us different? I believe we, as humans, are creatures of habit, we do what we do, when we do, why we do and we do it in rhythm wit our lives. In other words we form our own habits because they make us feel like we have a purpose, and give our lives some purpose. No I don't believe everyone is physically writing a book, but I do believe nearly everyone has this thought at least every time something gets weird, or goes against their routines in their loves," I got to put that in a book." Not that they ever have done it, or ever would do it. no I don't believe this impacts us as writers, unless for some strange reason, everyone begins to and finishes their book, then it could flood the market and make it harder for us to get published. But until then... no. At their very core, humans are story tellers... we always were. Our history is littered with examples of it... The gods of ancient Egypt, the norse Gods, pictures in cave walls, the American indian stories. they are all examples of someones idea how to explain something they don't understand. |
DAY 845: Thursday, March 12, 2015 Prompt: Has a book ever changed your life outlook? Why do you think it had such a strong impact? only one book changed my life outlook... and that book was the bible. and it had such an impact on my life because through it, I learned to live, to be human, and what my God expected out of me. It had such an impact on my life, because before I believed in its writings contained therein teaches what it is to be human, and how to react to and with the outside world. |
DAY 844: Wednesday, March 11, 2015 Prompt: There are seven days in a week. Each day brings an unexpected gift of joy into everyone's life. List seven gifts of joy that came into your life over the past week. well, looking back. what joy have I gotten... funny very funny. I have had no joy for myself.You see I help other people have their joy but rarely ever have joy for myself. Don't be sad about it, I don't got time. Its life.so what you gonna do? |
DAY 843: Tuesday, March 10, 2015 Prompt: What is the most wonderful thing in the world? that's a good question. there are few more than I can list here, and some which are for my eyes only( Wink,wink), but topping my list is making someone else happy... that is most assuredly on the top of my list. Getting all my bills paid comes next and then the list continues from there. |
DAY 842: Monday, March 9, 2015 Prompt: Do you read Nutrition Labels on food? If so, why? Did you have a experience with food that caused you to read the labels? Well, my family history, and my health, I'm a borderline diabetic, and I'm extremely overweight. I learned the secret to loosing weight which is watching what you eat and drinking more water, and increase your activity. and so far I'm finding watching what I eat is the hardest thing to do. |
My early memories of my faith are... Depending on your nature and your current relationship with faith this answer can go in many directions. If you are more cynical natured you might want to find humor in your early memories and how they have shaped the adult you. well, if you think about faith you find, quite simply put, it is the belief in something unseen. We believe that, going through our day, we will be able to draw our next breath, after all air is unseen. As we go through school, we are taught that we landed o the moon, we have pictures of it, but we have faith that we have really been there. Being a veteran, I had faith in my superior officers that they knew what they were doing, whether or not the did. But faith builds us as humans, its a way for our feeble young minds to latch on to other peoples intentions and feelings, faith makes us feel whole, like a faith in God. which made me the trusting man I am today. |
Prompt: Let's talk about respect. Do you believe respect must be earned, or should it be given automatically until proven unworthy? I think to some degree, it must be earned, but not entirely, because, each one of us is granted certain "inalienable" rights by our own constitution, so there is a part of each one of us that must be respected by everyone, but on a personal level one must earn the respect, because if it were freely given for no reason, there wouldn't be a reason to keep to certain ideals, only when it is earned is there any way of keeping certain ideals. |
For me and probrably a hundred thousand trekkies, nerds, and lovers of science fiction, it is a sad month for us as we say good-bye to a real trooper. A larger than life actor, who succeeded at just about anything he did. Leonard Nimoy. I never knew him personally, but he played a character that was closer to who I am , than I have ever known.. of course Mr.Spock. I grew up watching all his work whether it was star trek, mission impossible, or even the 1978 version of the " invasion of the body snatchers". I mourn his loss, and I smile at the that fact that one day, probrably sooner than I would like to think, I will see him and talk with him again. He and his family are in my thoughts and prayer... this time he cannot climb the steps of mount silaya on Vulcan... LLAP to all ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** God bless, David ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |