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ok.. so I'm taking a next step in my life. I'm improving on myself. I'm going down this path i am on, thanks to God. I now attend a church regularly, and I like its small confines in a church building i attended nearly 40 years ago. To me it is surreal. Do i know whats ahead, or even where I am going? no, not at all. to be honest it scares me, but I need to step out of my fear and take charge of my life, and live it the way I and God want me to be. where ever this path goes, I'm sticking it out to the end. I feel it is a testament to who I am. I am learning more and more everyday about myself. and improving, also trying to make amends for past mistakes. But one can only make amends for mistakes where there was mistakes to begin with, if people don't want to listen then that is their fault, and their loss. I wont go where im not wanted and I know I am a good man, if you don't.. well that's too bad so sad for you... |
| Prompt: How do you celebrate your solitudes? I really try to spend my solitudes writing, if I can. life kind of gets in my way most days. Sometimes even doing a simple blog can me a major undertaking. just the way things are I guess. there really is no way of figuring things out. sometimes work, home life, personal life, and lodge participation, make things difficult to get time to myself. I know what your thinking. You're thinking that it shouldn't and your right, but it does. I know that no one can help me with this, nor do I really want help with it, because if I do get help with it, I wont learn what I need to learn to benefit from it later. so there is the end all to catch all phrase.... learning. surely there has to be more to it than that? |
| well its Monday, my least favorite day of the week. (actually and day where I'm working or ending in the letter 'y' isn't my favorite). Weekend was cold and wet... yuck!... tried to do some writing this weekend, didn't do any new writing, but I posted some old stuff I've written in the past, but need to go over . I know there are issues with them, but I'll fix them. ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** God bless, David |
| Its been raining here since about 11pm last night, I know we need it and I love the smell after is stops, that fresh clean scent. but it is a bit depressing. How do I deal with it? I grab a cup of either coffee or tea, and watch a movie.. the sound does help me get to sleep, but the sound of my cpap machine keeps me asleep. Now I just woke up made coffee, sat down to do some stuff, what stuff you ask. good question, the only answer is different stuff.ha! you didn't actually think I was going to list all the stuff I do, did you? oh well enough for now.. see ya. ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** God bless, David |
| the keystone cops are here at work, our loader wont crank. Its funny because they had at least 2 mechanics and one supervisor and no one can figure out why our loader wont crank! Really? did they go to mechanics school at Kmart? a blue light special, maybe... nothing I can do. but wonder wtf? |
| wow its been another weekend in the books. Didn't get much of anything accomplished. Girlfriend is home today, she's off for mlk day, which I don't consider a holiday. After all Washington's birthday, Lincoln's birthday, nor even veteran's day isn't a holiday, why should mlk day be? Im sorry but he is NOT a national hero, nor did he do anything for the country.. The veterans some died, Lincoln died Washington gave the country its start. Ridiculous... ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** God bless, David |
| what do I do about today? After all it's Florida, so its supposed to be sunny, right? well, it's also winter here, so sunny days are not something we get everyday. I feel my writing isn't up to the level I think It should be at. I don't know why. It may be stress, after all there is work, home, and my masonic lodge and after all that I still cook, do dishes and make sure everything gets done... wow that is a lot. And not to mention that, while im at work, im on here all day long, or just about. I spend my days trying to get life figured out. I don't feel any direction from God. Am I going in the right direction? the answer is very simply I DONT KNOW. I don't believe that is an answer that is able to be figured out, at least not by me anyway.. ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** God bless, David |
| well, this is yet another day of liquid sunshine here in Florida, Oh joy! it makes for a very slow and dreary day. I was surprised to see on the news that the terrorists seem to be turning on each other... I say good! because then we turn on who ever is left and they will all be disposed of, in one way or the other. today is a good day. it may even be a good writing day. go so much on my mind, sometimes its hard to straighten it all out. but I'm determined to make it a good day here. I know its 2 months away, but im going to Disney world in March, for my birthday! that's exciting!!! have a wonderfully good day. God bless! |
| here I sit, yet again.. I can only watch, yet again. life passes me by yet again. while I try to adjust to it, yet again. I am me, I can be no more, you can accept me, or not, you can love me, or not, I will always be here, when I am needed, for you. yet again. just wrote this today. my head if filled with things I would like to do,designs I would like to build, and things I would like to learn. ( its really busy in my head). its just another day for me |
| it's another day for me... oh joy! Here I sit at my desk, waiting for something to happen... anything that could turn this slow starting day around. The problem is that even if something did happen to turn this day around I wouldn't much care. You see I'm over it. And when I'm over it, I don't care enough to pick it up and dust it off for another go round... so dam tired... |
| So here we are.... its 2015! so, where are the flying cars, robots, automated homes. I'm disappointed. Now Granted we are further along than when those ideas were put into human minds, but yet not far enough. In the 1970's, everybody thought we live like they did in "Star Trek", for the good of all man kind. Boy were they wrong! We fight so much, about things we really shouldn't be. our government talks about having peace, there will NEVER be peace, because we don't know how to have it. The question I have for you is do you really want peace? I believe its the ,so-called peace, that comes through conquering others weaker than us. huh! what do you think? |
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