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One man's journey to find the way home |
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I am an American Baptist ordained minister. I began my life journey in Massachusetts, where I was called to help people understand what it meant to know a loving God. The call came during a time when I was wrestling with how to help my brother Kurt, who was diagnosed with Schizophrenia during my high school years. I was a new Christian by my senior year following trying to understand what it meant for me to care about a person like my brother who others tended to stay away from. After twenty three years in Massachusetts, God sent me to the land of Kansas City where I spent about 35 years of my life. I was a pastor, a resident chaplain, a supervisor in training and most recently a caregiver and security. Everything I have done vocationally has been with God in mind. That does not mean that I am totally comfortable with all the movings of the Spirit. I am now in Erie where I do not know very many people. I came here because of my wife. She is from Erie and coming here was the right thing to do. It just plain made sense. My kids had grown up. I did not like Kansas city in terms of climate and was looking forward to a change. I had become very frustrated vocationally and longed to come to Erie to get a second opinion, because I honestly believed that was what God had wanted for me. I left behind kids and grandkids who I loved!!!! I had two jobs that I enjoyed. They were both very appreciative of my skills and I was making more money with the two jobs than I ever had. I heard more than once. ARE YOU CRAZY? Well I can only say that I am in love with God's leading. I am starting all over again. It has not been easy. Maybe some of you can offer me some words of support. I am lonely despite the fact my wife is with me. She battles depression and has two siblings that are having similar battles. When it is all said I am in a depressed community with a depressed wife and her family. So I begin the conversation.... WELCOME!! |
| Sleepless. I have three days to victory. I am feeling a bit under the weather. I am faced with finishing up my work in house or out of house. The numbness I feel is unsettling with a slight cough that croaks at least on the hour! |
| One day at a time. I am feeling pain in my back and my feet feel angst. I can only pray God is with me. I had so many days off and it is difficult to get going. I pray with God's help I make it. It is sure not getting any easier. |
| I am praying for a peaceful end to vacation. It was an adventure and by some miracle I am only 8 days from my birthday. May I rest in peace. Part of me worries about 8 days. I need to recall I have double the days in comp. Let the fun begin. |
| Long time before a blog. Maybe I don't like to write. My brain is pretty mixed up. My time with Tim has been time with the kids. It feels distant and fleeting. I pray that I learn the importance of loving my family before I can know how to love anyone else. The idealist is dying a slow painful death and will I ever know it is worth it. I have less than two days to go. Will they be resurrection kind of days or will my limping right leg feel the brunt of frustration. God guide my mouth eyes and ears to experience you thru those I love the most. |
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