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A heartfelt exploration of uncertain love longing and the complexities of human connection |
Your absence. Your silence. It’s back once more— and I have to cope with it. I must mean it, when I say I love you every time. Because I’m still here, waiting for you, even though I haven’t seen you in days. We never made anything official, yet you have me. Like I told you once— I would always be there for you. I hope you noticed that. We’re an ocean apart, yet you have my heart, my love. I don’t know if you value it. I feel like you do, but your actions don’t always speak the same language. The way you act— it could be read a thousand ways. And I’ve chosen to read it with understanding. With logic. With love. Yes, I’m dramatic. Yes, I overthink. Yes, I care too much. But that’s just what love does to me. I can only offer my most pure, sincere, uncomplicated love. And a heart that tries to understand you, even when you don’t make it easy. I try not to bother. I’ve done a pretty good job. But that doesn’t mean it doesn’t kill me inside. Your absence consumes me. And not in the best way. I don’t know if you love me. You claimed love. You promised love. But now… I can’t see it. Not clearly. And still— I’m here, waiting. I won’t be gone. But will you? Only you know that. |