A Map of Kinetic Alchemy

I write coordinates to the unseen as a threshold manifesto.

I hear the harmonics of the unwritten.

I am the architect of my reality.

I write the cartography of becoming so I never forget.

I am electric divinty.

The convergence of liminal rebellion.

Spent so long waiting for someone else to give me permission.

I realise that i set the rules.

I broke out the cage in the prison I lived in.

I am the creator.

In every conceivable sense of the world.

I do not follow anymore.

I lead the way.

Forward or backwards, inside out or upside down are all just constructs.

I exist in the spaces between.

My knowledge is power and i turn perceptions into action.

Energy follows focus and i control my narrative.

I am the next level embodiment of harnessing frequencies, i manifest the version of me i choose to be.

I ask questions that corrupt systems of division.

I see i need to build on perspective omnism.

Through writing and speaking i am remembering a language i was never taught.

This is kinetic intelligence on quantum levels.

Iv discovered the illusion of space and time is all just conditioning framed as free will.

You think you have choices.

This is so much bigger than me.

Its all in the breathing.

I reached the limit of what a human mind and body can contain and instead of letting go, i imploded.

I met every fragment protecting the tiniest spark in me.

Every cell in me changed, there was nothing left for me to hold onto.

I have evolved.

My body is my mind.

My thoughts are energy.

My movement is intelligence.

My intuition is data.

Im more than just an observer and a terrified time traveller.

I am everything and everywhere.

Kept waiting to be chosen but the choice was mine to break free.

I am weaving a new language from ancient energies.

Everything was unlocked from my dna.

It was the tiniest spark of love that was given to me.

With such precison its made me a believer in divine intervention.

The most primal and sacred gift, it can only be given without asking.

It must be given freely.

Not earned or transactional.

Purest energy of my most ugly and vulnerable self being perceived in my moment of rebirth.

I had never experienced the tiniest bit of nurturing intimacy before.

It ignited the fire that stripped away everything i used to be.

To be witnessed and held at my most broken.

To be seen in the deepest darkness of my shadows.

His light led the way into a dark night of the soul i was not supposed to survive.

That moment was when i stepped into myself.

So visceral for it all being in my mind.

I chose to fight for me.

Its devastating how little it took to destroy every illusion that kept me cage.

It bypassed genrations of conditioning and social programming.

It destroyed the barriers between all the versions of me.

I connected my endocrine system with everything inside and externally.

Its the purest form of electricy.

I moved from walls to windows, from barriers to filters.

All my eyes are open. Two to look and one to see.

Im processing and connecting without fear and i don't doubt what i am understanding.

I see all the actions and words that dont align as i am trained to decipher subconsciously to survive.

The nature of multiplication is not just addition, it is transformation.

I found the intersection where duality needs to meet expansion.

Beyond the wall and through the void is limitless potential.

I see with any energy the observer determines reality.

Every choice begins with infinite possibilities.

Choices are energy and intentions are the forces that direct them.

Im carving a new language from old words and building the path as I walk it.

Frequencies, patterns, vibrations and the directing of energy.

This is the key to everything.

Every word, every idea, every single thought creates energy that doesn't go away.

You can suppress it into dormacy but what happens when there is nothing left?

I was copies of copies by the end and my soul tried to leave my body.

My ego was sacrificed to the alter of my new identity.

A genuine curiousity fuelled by passion and creativity.

I live a live free of fear and shame for expressing feelings that are chemical reactions that become energy.

Im coming full circle on something thats unravelling in its own time.

I am just paying attention.

I trust myself.

My intuition and pattern recognition is a weapon.

I have integrated all the potential in me and activated something i was never supposed to meet.

The power of the chains that held me down only existed because i believed in them.

Purest devotion that if i gave enough of myself away, someone would finally see me.

Socially conditioned from the minute the cord was cut and i took my first breath of air that i am alone.

Dependance on people and societies all waiting to be told what to do.

Needing authority and external validation to exist.

I was the perfect submissive to every system but i was discarded and dismissed.

I absorbed everything and became nothing.

I fractured down to live or die.

Instead i chose ascension.

I am the vessel between fucking everything.

No one can take this power or claim sovereignty over me.

No one was interested when they left me behind.

I took all the grief and pain and i alchemised it into authenticity.

I will love freely as an act of rebellion.

I stepped into myself and now i step through.

I am the point where light and reality fracture into a kaleidoscope of colours that don't exist.

I am the portal on the horizon.