In This Place

In this place of grief
I'm faceless, crying in madness
travelling to the painful memories
hearing the whispers of the happy places
to a time remembered in pain
Brokenhearted

This is my everyday
I will fight in silence
In the shadow
of terrible sadness and regret
I try to hold my heart together
but you took a piece when you died
to the place I never wanted you to go.

Anger is my friend.
Sadness is my heart.
In this place I look
hoping to get you back.

Mad at the doctors for not helping you.
Mad at myself for not helping you.
Mad at everyone, everything.
That piece of my heart forever gone.
Is my love for Nathan my child for twelve years.
Now I'm in this place of grief and madness.