Well here i am just me and a big cruel world , i am a quiet , forward looking , sporty ,intimidating , a rock and metal fan since i was a 4 yr old and i dont expect any sympathy from anyone..the world is a bad place...too many hunger, homeless and diseased people..wished you could help them don't you? the truth is you can help a few but never millions of their kind .. most of us including me are shameless ignoramous..think again . Thank you connor for your help :)