I grew up in South Florida where all the chaos stems, so it has provided me with a plethora of material to work with now that I'm 2 careers deep into raw dogging life in America. I've worked in sales, business and healthcare. It takes a certain kind of breed to control chaos without it consuming you entirely. Don't hate on us, we're pretty much the only people keeping everything alive right now in all arenas. I was in recovery once, and I'm not anymore because I evolved into a whole ass person. Pax left that part out. On a personal note, recovery is different for everyone. Don't get discouraged if you haven't found your tribe. I'm around.