Lady Down On Love

Lady Down on Love

It had been a slow night. Many weeknights are, compared to the bustle of the weekend. I had a small rush of after-work regulars, but they had already disappeared. The remainder of the crowd had either paired off or went home alone.

I informed everyone of last call. Part of being the owner of the Clancy’s Pub was that I could close early if I wished. On the opposite side of the coin I had no chance for a social life outside of the bar, and decided long ago that I would not get involved with anyone who was a customer.

There was a young couple in a corner booth that had been lip-locked for the past hour. I had seen them here before a few times, and had checked their ID’s. They were old enough to come in, but just barely. They looked like they belonged together and very much in love.

I interrupted them as discretely as possible and waited until they untangled themselves before telling them that I was closing up. They both mumbled an embarrassed apology and hurried out the door, arms wrapped around each other.

I was smiling as I cleared the table when I heard a soft voice behind me. “That would have been Charlie and me many years ago.” I turned to see Chris standing in the corner.

Chris and Charlie had met here just after I bought the place. Chris had been a friend since college even though there was no more than friendship between us we had remained close. My first night here, she had come in to wish me luck and try and con me out of a free drink. We had been visiting when a tall, well-muscled man with blonde hair walked up and introduced himself as Charlie Morgan. He and Chris danced the entire night.

It didn’t take long for them to become a couple. Within months they had set the wedding date. Charlie had always had a roving eye for the ladies, but everyone hoped that Chris would be able to keep it focused on her. She seemed to have succeeded. The wedding reception was held right here. They had danced their first dance as man and wife on my dance floor. Chris looked as beautiful that day as I had ever seen her. All brides are supposed to be beautiful, but I had never seen her as happy as she was then. When I took a turn to dance with her, she absolutely glowed!

For the first couple years they came in regularly, holding hands and sharing discrete kisses. And every year on their anniversary, they would come in and dance, and it was always to one of Chris’ favorite songs. She was a country music fanatic and the group Alabama was at the top of her list. Though not much of the regular crowd played it, I always kept some in the jukebox for her. The quarters would go in and they would dance together until she had played every one of the group’s songs.

When Charlie got a promotion and a transfer, I felt the emptiness of her leaving. But she would send me a card or letter, letting me know that things were going well. These contained her hopes and fears, the same things that she had been confiding in me for years. Once in a while, on days special to her and me, she would manage to get a phone call to me and we would once again drift back to the times that we had shared.

Eventually, we drifted apart as friends will sometimes do. We still exchanged Christmas cards, and birthday greetings, but that was the extent of our contact. Months turned into years, and I continued with my life, never marrying, but feeling comfortable with how my life had turned out.

I blinked again to make sure I was really looking at my friend. Even in that dim light, I could see that she had not changed much in almost 10 years. The hair was now shorter but still the same curls. Her body had matured, but in a good way, womanly curves replacing the almost non-existent figure she had had. And she still looked beautiful.

“Chris, why didn’t you come over and tell me you were here?” I pulled her into a hug that she willingly returned. She pushed back just far enough to be able to look up into my face.

“ I came in while you were trying to get rid of that drunk guy. Last time you wrote you said you still had the pub, so I came down hoping to find you here.” She leaned in once again and put her head on my chest. “I really wanted to see you.”

I released her and led her to the bar. I poured her a snifter of my best 75-year-old brandy. I locked the front door and shut down the outside lights. She watched as I moved behind the bar, cleaning and getting things ready for the next day. We talked a bit about what had been happening in our lives.

She surprised me when she said that Charlie had passed away 6 months earlier from a heart attack. After she had recovered from the shock, she found herself very lonely and insecure. She had moved back a few weeks ago to be near the places that she had known since childhood. Here she would feel safe and sound again.

She held her snifter aloft to show me it was empty. I poured again, her eyes locked into mine. “Do you remember all the times we came in for our anniversaries? How we would dance? I think I miss that the most.” There were tears forming in her eyes.

I searched my memory realizing that tomorrow would have been 20 years that they would have been married. I picked up one of her hands and kissed the back of it. “Chris, I am so sorry. I just didn’t know.”

“I know you didn’t. I knew you would have dropped everything to come to me and I couldn’t have you do that.”

Well, maybe I could do something that would make her feel a little better. I reached under the bar and turned on the sound system. Back in the corner, I found the disk I was looking for. I found the song I wanted, and then pressed play.

Chris heard the opening notes and her tears started flowing more freely. I came around to the front of the bar. “Chrissie, I know I am no substitute for Charlie, but a lady should dance on her anniversary.” She was beaming as the tears rolled down her cheeks when she took my hand and stood. The voice of Randy Owen sang the words as I pulled her closer and started swaying in time with the beat.

She never thought that love could ever end so soon.
Her mind drifts back in time to a mid-summer moon,
When he asked her to marry and she gladly said O.K.
And a woman came to be from the girl of yesterday.

“You kept that around all these years?” I could barely make out her words over the music as I held her close to my chest.

“My regulars don’t listen to music much anymore, but I must have kept it hoping to be able to play it for you again.”

Now she's a lady down on love.
She needs somebody to gently pick her up.
She's got her freedom but she'd rather be bound
To a man who would love her and never let her down.

Now she's a lady down on love.

As the last chords faded away, Chris reached up and gave me a kiss. Nothing passionate, but one that spoke of the love and appreciation she held for me at that moment. “The words of that song; is that how you feel about me?”

I looked into her deep blue eyes. The more I thought about it, the more the truth of those words came to me. We had always been friends, and I guess I had always been there to help her. Maybe it was time to see if it could be more.

I reached down and touched her face. As she looked up at me, I leaned down to kiss her gently. She must have liked the answer, because she returned the kiss with passion. Perhaps it was time for us to move our friendship forward. I don’t know where it will go, but for now all is right once again.

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