The One

This is the last time I'll be dragged down to Hell
All I want is one more chance to live.
Angel grant me this since one of your own has fell
Deadly are the sins that I must redeem.
Grant me my request and I'll use all I can give.
Overwhelming pride and greed took me away.
Once I lusted for the one that did this to me,
Now I'll find that one again before the dawn of day.

Raised up from Hell, But discarded by Heaven,
All I am now is a fallen angel intent on his own life.
The demon inside says to destroy the one that scared me,
But then Satan will have my soul.

My assailant lurks in the open without a shell.
Pride, greed, and lust is all the one deserves. Demons try to push me, but I have already fell.
Angelic systems must kick in to fight this urge.
What I do could determine my fate.
I would be an arc angel if it's sins were purged,
But Satan's disciple if desturction occures.
I must find the one to cleanse an essence from my soul.

Sins still proding like a pin
Should I give in to the pain and take myself.
Nothing holy would take me in if that occures,
Then angels would never accept my soul.

All my senses corrrupted by demonized ice.
But my heart powerful with these angelic fires.
Demonic senses and a pure heart I have accepted.
With no halo to glorify me, wings of Lucifer twist my desires.
Only I can choose how my future is molded.
Heart and Senses corrupted my sight of good and evil.
With this sight there is no friend or foe.
I must attack using only what I know.

The one is near I can feel the sin.
I still don't know if if I should take the life.
I have found the one, blind of all good to see.
The only sound is tears falling into a bowl.

Close enough to feel the heat of Hell,
Yet the heat is changed to an arctic snow.
My target's face is visible, sadness is shown all over.
Strangly drawn to the figure, what to do is now known.
A kiss is given with the purity of the Angel.
The pure decision was made, yet a fallen angel I remain