How to survive life (english)

There was a time that I told my mom that I wanna go home for good. I'll just go home, start a Toy Store and raise hogs at the same time. Since I was 12 years old I am not living with my parents. They made me go to school which is quite far from our house. I started living there, eat and of course study.

It was quite hard from the start. I'm very innocent what really the world but here I am right now, still forcing myself to the world even though I know nothing about it. yet, even though I don't know have the slightest idea about the world, everything can be forced I think. Hopefully.

Yet maybe cannot be forced in itself. Maybe when you're a 12 yord old kid life would maybe quite gentle in giving you problems. It's like that there is really nothing to worry about everything.

Everything went kinda haywire when I suddenly grew up. In High School I feel like wanting to go out of the cage and kill human (I ended up killing mosquitos instead). Anyway, I started asking myself why am I like this. I tried to look for my soul (or is that soul seraching?) so that the answer would be found. Hmmmmmm wait, Maybe its not in my soul. Because I can't see my soul in the first place! Hahaha! Stupid me.

So I continued looking for the answer. I tried looking for answer why am I like this way. So, even though I don't fancy It I forced myself to get this degree so that I can answer the "why am I here?" I took philosophy.

Surprisingly it was fun. I really love writing essay and writing projects in the school when I was in elementary. What hurts me though are the corrections or my techer regarding my hand writing....I mean Duh?! I'm a writer not a handwriter...hahahaha.....grrrrrr....

But it's ok. So we'll go back to the original question, "How to survive life?"

There is a time in our life that we are given a need. For example, "hey...this guys lazy maybe we should give him some problems". Its crazy right? But what would life be if all pure happiness and excitement? Too much of a good thing aint really good. too much candies will just hurt you.

Sadly there won't be any dentists for your life. Even if there's one you'll still get sick. That's not good anymore.

Now we'll ask ourselves, "How do we really survive life?" We can't answer that on a direct manner but life is just like raising a dog...not those expensive dogs though...At start they would really look cute and cuddly. They are really fun to play with. And becasue their too small you'd feel that whatever he does there won't be any harm that this little toy could do. But when he gets bigger, problem also start to equalize his size. You just let him eat 3 times a day without any care, mostly by leftovers. You just don't care about tagpi (a common name for filipino dogs) he's just like a dog, he doesn;t have a name anymore. till one day he'll just die and you just forget him in your next meal.

that will also happen to your life if you really don't care...if you really don't care 'bout your life. Just like a lost dog.