Realization of a life alone

Realization of a life alone


My biggest fear come true.
A life without a me and you.
Single and alone.
A long and lonely life for Sue.

Now to learn how to cope.
When there seems so little hope.
God, what do I do?
I don’t want to be alone, Nope.

How do I deal.
With this fear so real.
No one wants me.
Not a three-in-one deal.

No I mustn’t cry.
Allow inside I want to die.
life must go on.
Knowing this I must try.

These realizations I have made.
Have my heart and sole frayed.
Life must go on.
Is this a fair triad?

But I lift my head.
I’m alone not dead.
Swallow the tears.
Think of my boys and move ahead.
What am I going to do
With this feeling so blue.
No one wants me,
Is this true.

I am the one to enjoy my company,
Is this the way it is always meant to be.
A life all alone ,
It is the future I see.

This live with my boys,
Leaves littlie joys.
Sad and alone.
Like a Girl without toys.

What am I going to do.
I don't want to feel so blue.
Enjoy your solitude,
Is this what it is like to be Sue

Sue. July 1994. June 20, 95. July 12 2002