Without You

Without you I feel empty
My hand lonely without yours
I am trying to hide my feelings
But there is only so much my heart ignores

The way that we were
And they way we couldve been
God how much I wish
I could start it all over again

I am starting to see
maybe it wasnt all that bad
Now you seem so happy
No longer are you sad

I wish things could be different
I feel so weird around you
Sometimes I catch myself
Still freeze when you walk in the room.

Why cant things be normal
The way i dream they could be
but then i wake and realize
im still alone....its just me

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