I was in that state when I hated everything, so... |
Hatred I hate my life's track I hate it that I have to go through this path When I make a mistake I can never look back And then all I do is try and walk ahead fast I hate my emotions I hate my feelings and their devotions I feel like being lost in an ocean With no way out or any door which open I hate my writing I hate my sayings and creations Cause people with no inspiration Never understand them with the correct imagination I hate my heart I hate what it did to me from the start All the shit that has happened and how it was caused Was no one's but my heart's fault I hate my breath I hate how it comes harder than death Just thinking of it puts me in all this mess And so I never get the chance to rest I hate my eyes I hate how they hurt after I cry They just ruin all my tries Of having the chance to feel better and up high I hate my every way I hate how I express what I want to say And all the games I always play Faking my feelings everyday I hate my friendships I hate how they all rotten like fish And have the taste of some old-left-over chips To have a long-termed one is my biggest wish I hate my question why I hate it when I always lie And oh god oh my The heavy stone in my heart is not allowing me to fly I hate my friends I hate it that they're not with me because I'm Hend They'll just here so I'll lend Them my help so they can pass the year to the end I hate my people I hate me family who tell me -with their looks- I shouldn't come any nearer Can they be any more clearer? And that makes the wound even deeper I hate my…god, I just hate my life I hate this stupid bite Which doesn't want to stop hurting me on the inside for one night? But what can I do? It's god's Write, right? |