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Hate seems to be
the only feeling I feel
my emotions I seal
trying to show happiness
trying to again
perservere
but day after day
i shed another tear

I'm easily irritated
I'm swalloed by a shadow
with nowhere to turn
and nowhere to go

I look to people
but they're just reflection
my mind will always show
I need a new direction
a new way to grow

I'm not looking for happiness
It's overrated
I need someone to turn to
someone who is also shaded
someone who knows death and hate
and will always be there
even through the darkness
it will be the shades we share...