searching for a feeling

Your presence in this room eluded me
Be careful you, you're intriguing me.
The depth behind those eyes
Are disguised, the unknown in surprising.
Why hadn't I seen your face before?
A world of change has passed unrealized.
Perhaps this new-found glory will
Help me as I search for your meaning.

You were unsure as to my reaction.
You paced yourself and did not take action.
Death came from attention to detail.
But who can say it would have ever prevailed?
A made-up story in the crevice of my mind
Did it really happen this time?
Another game of destruction
Has killed all without bloodshed.