Lost in the Future

This confusion and complexity has gotten the best of me.
Just a mind lost, in the cloud of your duplicity.
Wondering just, what it is that you want from me,
and what do you think of our future, our destiny.

The turmoil of emotions, leading to the riots inside,
spinning round my head so fast, i can no longer abide,
these thoughts, non-stop, I can't continue to hide.
Finally, in you, its time for me to confide.

We know love is not lust and lust is not love,
but they do go together, like a hand in a glove.
I'm glad that we found more, something even above.
A friendship to last, but more there's none of?

Honesty and openness are the qualities that endear,
me to you, leading to trust, with nothing to fear.
A kindred spirit I sense, whenever you're near.
Soulmates? Finally found, after nearly a year?

The adoration has worn off, and the lust is all gone.
The attention has dwindled, yet still we move on.
Side by side down the path, from a walk to a run.
Where life is taking us, who knows, but its fun.

I look forward the future, with you and with me.
I'm wondering whats in store, what will it be
like, for us, after months, years, lifetimes maybe?
I guess only fate knows and we'll just have to wait and see.