Heartbeat

Is this heartbeat that lets me know my love for
you. Such a beautiful heartbeat, yet so beautiful I have to ignore it. I get lost in it. I explore many feelings, I want to ignore it but I can't.
Since the first time I saw you, this heartbeat won't stop beating anymore. It is telling me I have to tell you. I can't ignore it anymore, it keeps beating faster.
My mind is turning, my mind is swirling. I can't take no longer I know.
I can hear the music in my mind very different from the rythm of my heart. And the rythm in my heart tells the music in my head I shouldn't wait.
I'm so confused, don't know where to go, to my heart or to my mind. The music in my head says I should wait. But the rythm of my heart screams to you. It can't wait any longer.
What do I do? Every night, I can feel my heart stop beating. I can't breathe and I can't think. I know the stopping means I can't wait any longer. I want you next to me, I need your arms around me. Suddenly my mind starts swirling and my heart beats again.
I get so caught up in my thoughts that I don't notice I could lose you if I don't tell. Oh, I tell my heartbeat, please don't let me let you go. Now I really have to tell you, listen to my heart, ignore my mind. I just know why this crazy heart keeps beating faster.
Too much excitement, I'm so scared. Oh, I can't help wondering if your heartbeat is such like mine, that can't wait any longer for my heart to tell yours about the love I feel for you.

-(By Sandra vargas)