Confusion

Shining like an embedded diamond
Glowing like a fairy’s skin
Too bad too good everything
Look at us, no flirting

So many joys of life
So much pain of strife
Reveal the passion of living
All the guys so amazing

Showing up in glamour
I’m left with a dirty hammer
Slightly cut myself
Cries drowned in the city lights

I was never used
I am not abused
I am capable
But mind trapped
But body dead

I’m confused
I’m confused
I’m confused
Tied to a noose
No excuses
A tiny bulb fused
I’m confused