Small Thoughts of Insanity

Lost in my own disgrace,
Filled a void in darkened space,
A place,
Place to hide my horrid face,
Unbearable to most,
That evil that I host,
The love of so many I waste.

Terror in my own heart,
Ignorant minds will kill the smart,
A part,
Part of a plan I must start,
Terrible to me,
That bit of irony,
My sweet to them is tart,

Fucking let me love my pain!
I will forever be your bane,
A train,
Train of thought only I contain,
Indulge in blood,
Feel the freedom flood,
I can taste their disdain,

The decent screwed my head,
Now the righteous wish me dead,
A bed,
Bed of lies they never said,
Aren't you glad?
Teasing the mad,
Loving the fucked up thoughts my mind has wed.