Mixed Feelings

I want to scream
I'm done crying
I cried a stream
I wish I was flying

What's wrong with this world?
It's falling apart
Many feelings I hold
It's melting my heart

This feeling of hatred
I wish it would go
I need to be isolated
Where happiness can flow

My friends were laughing
But my mind was crowded
With this destructive feeling
I was astounded

When my mouth joined the fun
I could not control it
So I tried to run
But my legs wanted to sit

Why do I hear voices?
Shouting in my head
They make terrible noises
I couldn't hear what they said

I wore a mask
On the outside of my face
I can't handle this task
I can't solve this case

Why can't people realize
There's no need to fight
This issue need not rise
Unless to make things right

This person I dreamed
I wish he was here
I need to be held
To get rid of this fear

Those feelings I hold
Can't be explained
They must be shown
Or written instead

I witnessed the people
They cannot deny
There was an angry ripple
All I can do is sigh

The only way
I can express this feeling
Without any say
Without any meaning

Is by writing it down
For all to read
This need not rhyme
Because it is a message
I hope people get it
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