The Mind of An Abused Child

No one ever saw it
No one ever saw how much she was hurt
No one ever knew how somtimes she was being abused
No one ever knew what happened behind the blinds

How uncle used to abuse her and blow his cigar in her face even when she had asthma
How he'd kiss her forgettin that she was a mere child
But no one ever knew wat she went through
No one ever knew how much she cried

Everyday she felt like she was living in hell
Dieing in silence
Cause she was to scared to tell mother she was being abused
To embarassed to tell her famly the same
Mother suspected but she kept it behind her head

So she died and cried in silence, spiritualy
Sometimes it was as if suicide was the only answer, mentally
Cause it beat speaking her mind, Se grew upthinking she was wrongly diffrent
Because she was being discrened in school and insulted at home, what couldyou expect

But she always hid her feelings
That was what she was about
Hiding her true self from the real crowd
Crying inside, its a miracle she lived through it

But its dreadful the memoirs that pass her
As the only happiness she had was her friends
Her dreams and her paper and her pen
Only if mother knew what hapened behind the blinds