Walking Through my Heart

As I walk through my heart
I meet you there
You tell me you love me
But you always did and always will
When I look into your eyes
I already know what I’ll see
Cause you always did wear your heart upon your sleeve
You tell me don’t go
Tell me to stay
But I got to think ahead
I got to think about the future
I have a job
I have friends
I have a life
I have…. I don’t know
I miss you so
I close my eyes and I picture your face
I see you smiling
I see you laughing
I feel your kiss
Upon my lips
I hear your words
I love you
I need you darling
I need you so
You should be here and not there
But you are not and I need you
I need your love
I need your kiss
I just need you
I want hear your laughter for real
I want to feel your arms around me for real
I want to see your smile smiling back at me
But I won’t no matter how long I wish
I need it so bad
But I will ignore those pangs of love
Those pangs of sorrow
I never told
How I wish I did
How I wish I could
Those words are not on my lips
How I wish they were
So now I say
I love you