Oblivious To The Obvious

Loving you is like getting hit by a truck,
Painful,
If the idea of loving someone is all sunshine and rainbows,
Then why is loving you so stressful?,
Oh I know,
It's because you are fucking oblivious,
That might be a bit harsh to say,
But it's not my fault you can't see the obvious,

Think about it,
The love I have for you is clearly so noticeable,
But with the brain cells that you hold,
Is love for you even recognisable?,
I'm just confused,
Because you have been in love before,
So am I doing too little,
Or do you just want more?,

Let me rephrase that,
Do you need more?
If so tell me what I can do,
Because your heart is what I am looking out for,
My love for you is clearly shown,
So why can't you see it?,
Because the way you're being oblivious to the obvious,
It's starting to make me feel like shit,

Just hear me out,
I'm starting to get so drained,
Because I'm giving all this attention and affection,
But from it what have I gained?,
Nothing,
I gained nothing,
And getting nothing just sucks,
Because something is better than nothing,

It's annoying,
That you are so blind to the clear,
If you just looked into whatever this is,
You'd know that I am here,
To cherish and care for and all of the above,
That's what I would do,
Because despite you being oblivious to the obvious,
I'm still devoted to you,

So this is awkward,
Even when you're unaware I still hold on tight,
To whatever fucking hope might be left,
That hope shining maybe a little too bright,
Since deep down I know,
You won't ever truly see what's real,
And I don't mean like what's right in front of you,
But more like the way you make me feel,

You see,
My world was black until you gave it colour,
Your smile is infectious,
And there could be no other,
So when you are there,
Giving me a stare with those brown hazel eyes,
Still being oblivious to the obvious,
My heartbeat begins to rise,

How could you not know,
About the feelings I have for you?,
When my words would shake and my confidence would break,
I thought by then you would have a clue,
And yeah I haven't told you the full truth,
But I haven't exactly fed you lies either,
When your feelings for someone are obvious,
I thought you didn't have to say much on the matter,

So loving someone isn't all sunshine and rainbows,
It's stressful,
And loving you is like getting hit by a truck,
Painful,
And maybe,
You won't ever find out how I feel about you too,
But I'm okay with you being oblivious to the obvious,
Because I don't think you'll ever see that I truly love you,

Writting by Kaygo Meechan 23/11/24