Downtime

I use my downtime
To think of you.
I look at my problems
And I long for
The day
That I'll be strolling through the park
With you.

I look back
And see I'm still the same.
The same frown.
The same smile.

Like God,
I don't know
How you look like.
But in my mind,
I imagine you
All the time.

I use my downtime
To think of our future.
It gives me butterflies.
Do you know of those?