Me, Myself, and I (2024)

Thursday, January 18^th, 2024:
         Some nations have this weird habit of creating certain values, and then condemn them.

Saturday, February 3^rd, 2024:
         All that is left to comfort me right now is my dreams. Even those, I'm afraid that they would change to nightmares at some point.

Monday, February 5^th, 2024:
         I did my best, but my best didn't fit their best.
         There is a level of living where every aspect of civilization sounds and looks just right ridiculous.

Tuesday, February 6^th, 2024:
         Art was born as a job, grew up as a luxury, and ended up being a necessity nowadays.

Thursday, February 8^th, 2024:
         Neither the bless nor the wrath of God can be seen in divination.

Friday, February 9^th, 2024:
         Death, the end of sorrows.

Wednesday, February 28^th, 2024:
         Happiness is such a strange concept; sometimes you have to do what you're not happy with or be where you're not happy just to feel it.

Thursday, February 29^th, 2024:
         Some people mistaken "stability" for "comfort zone" or "the need to change".

Sunday, March 3^rd, 2024:
         There are some important questions in this life that you might want to ask certain people with, such as: Why is it so much important for you to be a jerk?

Thursday, March 7^th, 2024:
         Justice knows no loopholes.

Friday, March 8^th, 2024:
         When you seek to lead a lovely life, talking to comics and cartoons seems to be a plausible option.

Wednesday, March 13^th, 2024:
         Ever felt so scared just by looking into your own eyes?

Thursday, March 14^th, 2024:
         When you live as an outcast, how important could politics be for you?

Monday, April 8^th, 2024:
         Civilization in the West seems to be all about how to kill, and prove that you're innocent by something they call "the law".

Monday, April 22^nd, 2024:
         People, not laws, which make a place worth living in.

Monday, May 20^th, 2024:
         Some good times are merely trials to escape memories.

Friday, May 24^th, 2024:
         Some psychological cases aren't the responsibilities of psychologists or psychiatrists, but rather the state and the government.

Saturday, May 25^th, 2024:
         It is possible to have some sweet times that you don't wish they would come back, and that could be even for the better.

Sunday, May 26^th, 2024:
         God knows your story, not people.
         One mistake and it is likely to be forgiven by God. One mistake and it is unlikely to be forgotten by the people.
         Life is not about achieving; it's about living as well.

Tuesday, May 28^th, 2024:
         As time goes by, being optimistic feels, sounds, looks, just so wrong.

Sunday, June 2^nd, 2024:
         All life coaching and motivational speeches aside, if no one is holding your hand through it, nothing will change for the better.
         Stress levels are getting so high that one needs 3-hour nap for every one hour being awake.

Thursday, June 6^th, 2024:
         People often talk about rebelling against the system. Do they realize that they are alive because of it?

Friday, June 7^th, 2024:
         Then someone said: What a beautiful day it is, to force democracy…

Monday, June 10^th, 2024:
         Don't bother someone whose inside is bigger than the outside; unless you have something sweet to add.

Tuesday, June 11^th, 2024:
         Life is full of struggles, but probably the hardest of them all is to not hate those who ruined your life from the very beginning.

Wednesday, June 12^th, 2024:
         The worst thing you can do to your mind is to be nostalgic in hard times.

Saturday, June 15^th, 2024:
         When it comes to your duties, your mental health is irrelevant to others.

Sunday, June 16^th, 2024:
         There are things inevitably die in your heart after 40.
         Once upon a time, I loved. Once upon a time, I lived.

Tuesday, June 18^th, 2024:
         All I wanted was peace, inside my head.
         Money is important; but it is more important to know why it is important.

Saturday, June 22^nd, 2024:
         I was once alive, then I grew up, eventually.

Friday, June 26^th, 2024:
         There are times when the sole idea of "love" does simply sound strange.

Thursday, July 4^th, 2024:
         A man with a child's heart is something to cherish. A man with a child's mind is something vain. A child with a man's mind is something to cherish. A child with a man's heart is just sad.

Friday, July 5^th, 2024:
         What is life if not living for someone? What is life if not having someone?

^{Monday, July 15th, 2024:}
         Sometimes we wish to break off with some people, but all what we're wishing for really is a vacation from them.

Saturday, July 27^th, 2024:
         Some pains are better left untold.

Monday, July 29^th, 2024:
         The more I live, the more I believe that those children that I've never had in my life do deserve a better place than this.
         To learn a new language is to change your mental attitude towards life.

Thursday, August 8^th, 2024:
         Almost everyone would pull you into their drama, but no one want to be part of yours.

Friday, August 9^th, 2024:
         Nothing ruined the future more than those who look forward to it.

Tuesday, August 17^th, 2024:
         Even the wolf's offspring can walk around in a suit.

Monday, August 26^th, 2024:
         I never wished to take life seriously. However, life had every wish to take me seriously.

Tuesday, September 3^rd, 2024:
         I sleep a lot, in hope that I may see those I've loved once again in my dreams.

Sunday, September 8^th, 2024:
         There are lonely nights, and there is the loneliest of them all.

Sunday, September 15^th, 2024:
         I had plans to conquer the world upon retirement; then life happened.

Thursday, October 10^th, 2024:
         The advances in AI in today's functions of life gives a glimpse of how much predictable our lives had become. Yet, many people are still unaware of the consequences of the goodness they should be doing, nor the evil they are doing.

Tuesday, October 22^nd, 2024:
         There was a time when I used to count hours. Then came a time when I started to count years instead.

Monday, November 4^th, 2024:
         To be an artist means to be in pain; for you have to feel what others don't, and see or hear what others don't, and think of what others don't. The hardest part though, could be convincing others that you are as normal as they are, but you just want another set of colors to color your life with, and when you do that you feel both: the ecstasy of being creative, and the agony of being lonely.

Wednesday, November 6^th, 2024:
         Don't overburden people with optimism that they don't understand when they need it the least. Either plant a rose or open a door, or if nothing else, give a hug and walk away…

Sunday, November 10^th, 2024:
         What we are, but some kind of a reflection for one another? Thus, hope from you is reflected onto you, and despair from you is reflected upon you - and when nothing is there, just stay there in the dark until someone switches the light on; and so do I...

Monday, November 11^th, 2024:
         You can have all the light you want, but nothing compares to that candle burning in your darkest times. Maybe, then, we have dark times to just discover that candle.

Tuesday, November 12^th, 2024:
         For as much as we don't trust the unknown, people somewhat fail to realize that most of the pain and horror come from things that we know; and we know pretty well. Yet, one can't help but think, how many a gesture of kindness had been hidden in the dark went undiscovered because of people's distrust.

Wednesday, November 13^th, 2024:
         However dark the corner might be, there must be a light. However, do you know where the switch is? It is somewhere, above the green, where your soul might have grown somewhat far from it. Go back…

Thursday, November 14^th, 2024:
         What's amazing about children is their ability to observe, without judgement, and the new things unknown to them can easily become seeds of curiosity captivating their imagination in a whirlwind of happiness and joy. Imagine now, that we, as adults, can do all of that. But alas… superpowers are merely a work of fiction. Now… shouldn't we have children as law keepers?

Sunday, November 17^th, 2024:
         In the mid of our fights and struggles against common themes of life, ranging from alcoholism and drug abuse, to the (ridiculous) fight for world peace and abusing others under its name, we fail miserably at looking at the enemy in the eyes and addressing the elephant in the room: Our illusions and dreams about some brighter future that we do nothing about, nor get any help to do anything about.

Wednesday, November 20^th, 2024:
         I'm like Saturn, son. I observe, I help, I endure, but I have no right for emotions.
         Not all were-wolves transform only under full moon, my friend. Some might as well be more peaceful when they are in their animal form; which is a bless we should count.

Tuesday, November 26^th, 2024:
         And what is the value of beauty, if not appreciated, if not coming with discipline, if being lonely?

Wednesday, November 27^th, 2024:
         Whoever wishes to do good to the people or the community, doesn't wait to become a politician. In fact, they should not become one.
         It is understandable when people leave their homelands, places of birth, cut out their roots, because of financial reasons or war; Yet, what if one has it all, but they cease to exist, standing there as if they were not there, not even in the memories of those whom they loved to be with once upon a time - would it still be justifiable to abandon the roots, and plant themselves in a foreign soil? I'm wondering which one of the two pains is greater, being lonely at the birthplace, or creating a birthplace within the loneliness…

Thursday, November 28^th, 2024:
         Everyone is amazing, but people deny to see.
         I don't have time for the movies or fantasy worlds. I'm busy with my feelings.
         Over the years, I couldn't help but ask myself: If people can't find romance except in sad songs, why do they keep living in the city? Turns out that there are things more important than just a bunch of feelings; I think now I know how aliens feel when they visit Earth.

Sunday, December 1^st, 2024:
         Some people believe in emotions only when they are recorded.
         We see miracles everyday, but the problem is, we take things for granted.

Wednesday, December 4^th, 2024:
         There are times, when you are so exhausted that you can't even fake an emoji.
         What are we, but pawns in this big game of life? We are forced to play, forced to watch, and in the end, forced to lose it all.

Thursday, December 5^th, 2024:
         Sometimes, life seems like nothing but a chain of Rorschach blots; Some we identify with, and many we don't - and what a disaster it is when the latter is what makes our essence.

Saturday, December 7^th, 2024:
         Instead of asking "Why am I like that?" maybe you should ask "Why I've become like that?".

Tuesday, December 10^th, 2024:
         There are mainly two directions in life: One in which we turn away from beauty because of our Ignorance, and one in which beauty turns away from us, because of our negligence; and both stem from carelessness deep within.

Wednesday, December 18^th, 2024:
         I didn't change. This is why most of them forgot about me.