The one that doesn't exsist: After

As you answered coldly you slowly died in my heart.
Of course you will never be completely dead to me as you hold a special place right where everyone I love, loved and will love are.

What I felt for you will never come back. When I look at you it doesn't even hurt anymore. It's just sad how you weren’t honest with yourself. Or at least I think you weren’t. How could you have been thought?

As you said with the most annoyed voice:” Look I’m not in the mental state to be in a relationship and I don’t like anyone at the moment even if I said that I was physically attracted to you. Sorry if I’m harsh and you might be hurt but it’s probably because I just woke up and I don’t really care.” I froze because of how cold you were. How could someone I shared so much be like this? But I guess It’s not my fault but yours.

Maybe you don’t like me enough or maybe you’re scared. But regardless of whatever motive was behind your answer I don’t care anymore. Or maybe I do. Of course I do. I wouldn’t be writing it down if I didn’t.