#RandomFlow

You ever feel lost?
Sometimes I get stuck and think to myself ... "I am in a midlife crisis" minus the midlife.
So here I am trying to find momentum, trying to find motivation, inspiration anything that can help me feel again.
Writing is where I flow, its like magic
Even now, in this very moment

And don't worry I am NOT shallow, the poetry will flow, the stories will flow
But this is me removing my inner blockages
I ran across this post today on social media and it asked...
"Do you ever miss the old you, the you before the pain."
Yes, the answer is HECK YES !!!

The part of me that was free, that didn't feel the need to have it all figured out
the part of me that let life happen, I was making my own movie!
And of course a long that way, lets just call it the side affect of Toxic Love
It all vanished ...
One day I was here then the next I'm in limbo

I Need that girl again, well I am sure she is a woman now.
But I need her and it seems the only place she exist now is in my writing!
Like and unknown death , and this is her legacy...