Immortality

Living forever, would be a curse
I can think of things that would be worse
Seeing my future, I won't die
But this won't prevent my cries
Cut my arms, watch blood drip
I can't die, so I'll enjoy the trip
The red pool growing deep
I want to go to sleep
Spare my life, but I'm immortal
If I want to die, go through the portal
Hell is my safe haven, let me in
Can't let my immortality win
Leap through the fire, not burning
Don't want to live, but the clock keeps turning