Back to my source

I am not going anywhere.

I will wait for you until you show up.

The weather forecast announced your arrival.

They can't get it wrong, could they?

These clouds must dissolve and let me get some of the bright rays of your warmth.

Here is the deal: just reveal yourself and I will apologise to you.

Yes, I will.

I know I have left you, went to places, did things but I learned my lesson.

Believe me, I did learn the lesson.

Here, you can examine its harsh outcomes

See, my bones are aching and my mood is low.

You can't be hard-hearted.

I was young.

I wanted to see more and do more.

Days swayed me, and I got dizzy and busy.

Yes,

I expected the rain to be romantic and indeed it is.

I thought the snow was beautiful and sure it was.

I heard the darkness has silence and undeniably it has.

Now, all that was pleasing but I need your fuel.

Come on now, don't you think I deserve it.

Do you hear me?

Do you see me?

You might probably not recognise me but

Hey, it's me!

I know you know me.

I grew up feeding on your gold beams

I grew up playing with the shadows you form around me.

I miss that.

I miss you very much.