Lost

Thoughts...
What are they?
I have so many of them, big thoughts little thoughts and I wonder sometimes how could I possibly get out of them... I question my life and all the choices made for me when I was little. I have come to the realization that people make choices for their children because they are small and they dont know any better, but what these people dont do is think about that child's future and how that life change would affect them in the long run. My Step mother changed my last name legally to my fathers last name without thinking about what would happen if I found out. How would I feel? How would it affect me as a person? What would happen if i questioned who I was? Changing someones identity is something huge and you can't just do it because you despise someone, it isn't about that person but about the child, when he or she grows up in a world where knowing who you are is not a small thing to handle. Knowing who you are as a person means everything, even to the last detail and in my eyes your name is the last detail because you present your name as a symbol of who you are and if someone took that away then what would you have? you would be known as... nothing....