New style for me. About the passing of a very close friend. |
Just like the first day you left my heart is endlessly aching For you To come back home where you’re loved is all I could ask for at this point. You made me feel beautiful, You said I didn’t have to hide The scars Turn red when it gets cold and even then you could barely see them. You would be so proud. You were my safe space Back then We hated life so much, We thought we had it so tough and now we just want to go back. That was the good life You know I hate to admit it but sometimes I want to come find you. It would be so nice to see your face. We can drink coffee and listen to metal at your place This time I will not leave the room without saying I love you. But promise me you won’t vanish; Promise that if you go you will at least say good bye Next time Maybe I’ll say something to change your mind. I have to fucking try. Am I really supposed to keep on living this life without you Here At this headstone I’ll always come talk to you. I just wish I could hear you too. I know I’ll see you again but it hasn’t been the same since you left This world Would never, could never be the same place it was with you. ©Black Widow 2020 (Line Count — 43) |