product

product of my mind
enthusiasm dying,
product of my mind
inwardly compulsive lying,
product of my mind

i know i'm not alone,
that doesn't mean a thing,
live upon a throne,
that doesn't mean a thing,

eagerness fades away,
scratch upon the surface,
rip upon my nails.

sharpness fray,
melancholy terrace,
rip upon my nails.

bleed on my past,
dirty anyway,
bleed on my past,
ready any day.
crimson future,
crimson past,
really not sure,
i'm going too fast.