Just for a moment

I just wanted to let go for a moment. Just forgot the reality which I cannot carry anymore. Just don’t want to care or feel the pain. Just want to go so far away to find myself. I want to remember where did I get lost. I want my tears to stop and dry. I want to rip my pain from my heart. I want to soak wet under the rain. I want to bury my mistakes to the ground. I want to reverse time. I don’t want to experience the life ever. I don’t want to have hope. I don’t want to hurt anybody. I don’t want to have dreams. I don’t want to pretend to believe in the lies. I don’t want to believe in the future. I don’t want to wait for happiness to come around. I don’t wanna love. I don’t want to be loved. I don’t wanna feel. I don’t want any hope to broke my heart into pieces. I just want to leave everything behind. I just want to be me. I want you to leave me alone. I just want everybody to leave me alone. Just leave me alone.