hiding a smile behind the pain. she smiles when you know shes hurt.. |
How do you hide so well? How do you smile when your eyes tell a different story. You yearn to belong so you smile To draw in and draw away from the fireballs that are tossing around in your heart.. She smiles when you know shes hurt she smiles so heavenly when she knows shes in the dirtj Its the first line of defense On my face, a smile, so hence I am happy right? Am I not? Why do I say random things alot? Wipe that smile off girl for your eyes tell it all A fronw is what belongs there on a face meaningless and small Do you even know at all? Your emotions are mixed up The smile doesnt match up With the pain and hurt in those eyes, that peak into your soul the smile, it does not hide that empty gaping hole that you carry within your heart as you try to play the part, of happy lady happy smile Its not believable all the while Its almost vile your denial Your demise is certain you reckless infantile Move your gaze down to the ground As in the dirt is where you're found Now do it right, set the pace look afraid thats truly your case In your heart there is a hole and in your soul called space You want to be happy but thats not what you deserve You're a swine, you know it well You'll fuck it up and that's absurd Its what you do lately why do you smile so dainty joy in your soul, there cant be You are hurt you are hurt You are ugly you are dirt |