Thoughts caused by her

Falling awake
While trying to sleep day
Dreaming of days
Before you left me

Feeling like sleeps overrated and time is just a waste of me being reminded of you

Don’t look this way,
Don’t smile at me,
Just walk away,
Don’t give me this chance
Don’t give me this chance
To smile at you
To take action with no follow through
Please do not look this way

I feel lost and every way makes sense, but there is no way I want to go.

I would rather you just break my heart
Instead of leaving me hopeful
Torn apart by the thought
That maybe it could be again

It is bad when you feel passionate about the pain hoping that it does not go away.

Ready to break
about to fall
waiting on you
to see the trust fade


Sometimes the world feels like its falling but the only thing falling rolls down your cheek


Physically I am fine
Mentally I am stuck on rewind
Playing back a moment in time