4:19AM

It's 4:19
18 minutes since I last messaged you
You see? I'm giving you space
Please don't do this to me, dude

It's 4:21
Wow
It must be fun
Being so Perfect

I don't know what to do
It's already 4:22
I want some more sleep
But I can't stop thinking of you

You broke my heart
And she's been thru so much
You tore me apart
But I remember when you put me back together

See, I just really like you
Or maybe you're the best person I ever met
And maybe there's someone better but
You're the only one that really helped me forget

It really sucks to think
You want nothing to do with me
I want you to hold me
I'm crying
Am I even alive?
Jesus Christ
It's 4:25

I want you to know I'm sorry
You make me so overwhelmed, man
I need some fucking help, bad
I just really miss holding your hand

And it's not even like that
I want to just be here
I want you to know I still care
& I want you to have nothing to fear

I don't think you remember
But you told me I'm your ride or die
I asked you what that meant
And holy shit it's 4:29

I hope you're okay
I am, trust me
I just get so flustered
My emotions are clustered
I was so in love with you
I'm gonna go to bed
It's after 4:32