A fake smile

Rain is falling and I am smiling, but am I truly smiling?
Love is feeling compassion, jealous, pain, sorrow, hate, and anger...
But love is also trying and fighting for it never giving up.
Rain is falling and I am smiling, but am I truly smiling?
I can put on this smile and act alright, but truthfully I am crying.
I am wearing a fake smile and yet really be hurting inside.
Wearing a fake smile makes you insane I guess.
Rain is falling I am smiling, but am I truly smiling?
Pain is that part of what love is.
Love for family, friends, someone special in your life.
Love can be forever or only for a while.
Rain is falling I am smiling, but am I truly smiling?
When I think of my past it drives me insane I just hate myself more and more.
But... I love myself for trying to change trying to be better.
Love and Hate can be so much the same.
Rain is falling I am smiling, but am I truly smiling?
My heart is breaking into pieces faster than anything and I am stuck unsure what to do.
I know life is never fair, never how we want it to be, but I just wish...
Rain is falling I am smiling, but am I truly smiling?
I guess I will keep wearing this smile even when the rain is pouring.
Make another persons day brighter by just smiling.
I don't need to share my rain my sorrow and bring them down.
My rain, my tears, my pain, my sorrow and my stress are mine alone to hold and embrace.
My fake smile, my laughter, and my joy I will share.
Rain is falling I am smiling, but am I truly smiling?
A smile is hard to know when its true and when it is fake.