human comminication

I accept her request that act lover. I appeared front of her. When huge accident was caused. The accident was caused by not checking safety. my mind climbed high position. I comminicated her and continue lovers.
I created arts. These are decrease our sadness. Titles are such as destroy. I developed new technic. All of girls disappear from myself at that time. I want to discover way to draw girls and enter hers mind.
I had escaped from real when i was young. I don't want to explain another person why I fight the world. I want to fill my mind and forget all things. I guess the reason now. The answer is I want to hide my mind and imagine bad future.
I improved my life. I increase my friends. I never kill anyone. Friendship lasted. We laughed some talk. I lay good position. Some friend lift me. I still occur their face.