R.I.P Ariel

Why does it hurt? My heart torn and broken. Pieces of my heart all over the ground. My tears flooding the room. Why does it feel wrong? Why does everything I do feel wrong? I feel its my fault she is dead but I know its not. I lost my best friend. She meant the world to me. But now I know there is a god because a light shined from the sky on the scene of the accident. God exists. I love you Ariel I'm sorry about what happened to you. you were my best friend. you were murdered and i want the person that killed you dead but i know if i said that out loud you'd wake up and smack me for talking like that. You may not ever read this but I know you know how I feel. I know you will always remain in my heart. I love you Ariel.