I was inspired from movie I am not ashamed about Rachel Joy Scott a Christian Martyr. |
Heavenly Father, I know this prayer is full of a lot of I's and want's and I know you alone understand my heart and my intentions. I humbly come before you and pray this prayer in your name Christ Jesus. I don't want to be a fake it, take it, break it, halfway barely there plastic pushing, soul crushing, spirit draining, sin blaming, side stepping sometimes when I want to be Christian. I want to be a back packing journey taking ground breaking spirit training soul serving bulls eye aiming truth seeking heart warming loving Christian. I want to live out loud for the Lord. When I say I want to live the journey, I mean; I want see it, hear it, read it and learn it. I want to feel it, believe it, breathe it, and receive it. I want to obey it, praise it, crave it, and pray it I want to hold it and mold it, be bold with it I want to sharethe richness of my soul I want to say it out loud I love Jesus my Lord and Savior with all my heart and soul. I want to be a healer of hearts, a reflector of our Savior's light. I want to shine it, glow it and grow it. I want to walk it and talk it, sing it and bring it to the foot of the cross. Preach and teach aboutour Savior's grace and mercy. I have a hand, I want to extend it, bend it, and friend it. I want to help others with it. I have a voice, I want to use it to soothe it, speak the Gospel plant the seed and feed. I have a heart filled with compassion. I want to spill it and fill it. I want to share it and show it, squeeze it and please it, I want to use it and love it, I want to reap it and sow it. Not for my glory or my works but for the glory of our God the Father our Lord Jesus Christ. I want to be your servant Lord use me in a bold way this I pray. Amen |