first post

So. I don't really know how to start this out. But I have so much to say. This world is such a big place. It is so hard, doing things on your own. People don't ever seem to get the issues others have. My anxiexty has become a demon. This is what I am fighting. I know that one day I will be okay. Sometimes it feels as if its just me. Like no one cares at all. But I know that there are people who do care for me. Even though it gets hard sometimes, I still stand tall and do what I can to better myself. This is the first time I have ever written down my own thoughts on the internet. I just want to be happy. Mel, when are you going to marry me? I miss my bestfriend so much. Being able to type things down makes it so much easier for me to explain myself. Life is so lonely at times. I miss my friends. I don't know who is out there. But I just hope that one day maybe this world will actually find peace. Maybe. I'll keep working on it. I feel it in my heart. We all deserve to be happy. Sometimes I wish I could be superwoman. So I can just save everyone. I know that I care way too much at times. But that is me. I care. I always will. I'm sure this paragraph is just me rambling. I just need to let things out. And let things go. Each day that passes by, I will not waste my time anymore. I know that I can do this. I know you can do this. We all can. We got this. Just like Machine Gun Kelly said in song, all the bad days come for good reasons.