What happened ?

She was stiff
She was cold
She was stuck
Not knowing where to go
Not being able to speak
Hearing the voices in her head telling her no will care
Going insane
Screaming but in silence
She closes her eyes
Wishes it to be all over
But as soon as she opens them realizes that she still there
No one's going to help
You did the damage
You caused the pain
You made them hurt
Now you're stuck in this cold basement all alone
Realizing you did need those people
They helped you , you pushed
They cried , you yelled
What did you want ? people to keep begging for you to open up ?
They give up eventually just like you did .
Now you're here in the end realizing weather you should go or not .
You should've listened
You should of tried
Why did you give up so easily?
Why did you assume so much ?
Why are you so weak .
What happened to those laughs ?
What happened to that beautiful smile of yours
What happened .