Roses

And I will never love anyone the way I love him. How can one person be so much. My sanity my heart my savor my hero. One person can be so much that I never even consider the possibility of being with someone else. Yet in my mind I am trapped. I am worthless. Pain demands to be felt. I read that in a book one time. Pain demands to be felt. It's so true. It's so simple and true. The pain that I feel is there. I can ignore it but only for so long. It's always there. I can't wish it away or make it go away, so it sits there.