This Poem I wrote about a boy ... Who doesn't understand his demons. |
I am a monster but I don't know how to contain myself, I wonder why I let the evil control me, I don't fell like one, I feel like we, I hear the screams I muffled to distract me, I feel like I'm caught in a chain, Inside my own body, I don't even control, I see all the girls I hurt, Scared and alone, But, what's inside me can be seen, I am seen as the monster waiting to hurt thee. I want to break free. I pretend I'm in control, I feel broken for the actions I wish I could not own, I touch people in the wrong way, But I promise you it was never me, Not even one day, The monster controls what I say, I can't contain him, I worry that ill hurt everyone in my path one day, I cry for help, No one can hear, The monster who owns me, Shows no fear. I understand I've made mistakes, and I try to blam, The monster who I sham, When it must control me because I let him in, But I say nothing of my own because the monster always wins, I try to break free, I'm not my monster from within, But I stopped trying because the monster will never give in, I dream the monster will set me free, To be who I want to be, I hope one day you can all forgive me. |