Thoughts

Sometimes when I sleep I dream about you. But I am always there with you. We always walk together under the bright, beautiful sky, we`re laughing and holding hands. We always hold each other tight, so tight... But last night you were alone, I wasn`t there. It hurt me to see you like that, your smile was gone, your eyes had lost their shining color and your head was down. I wanted to be there! I wanted to know what was hurting you, I would`ve kept you tighter than ever, i would`ve cried with you if needed, i would`ve... But there was nothing I could do, I was too far from you, I was lost. After a little while you left. Reach for her, foolish idiot! I try to reach you and look at the distance between us. I know there is no way I can do it. But I start running to you and I see you slowly walking away. I tried to scream, but my voice was gone or did you hear me all the time? NO! Don`t think like that! I jump to you over the gap that was between us and realize I can`t do it! I see the edge of your side lying there, right in front of me, at an arm distance away desperately reaching for it. I was betting my life on it. All of a sudden I feel somebody grabbing my arm. For the first time in a dream somebody stopped my fall. As I look up I see you holding my arm crying, but smiling. You pick me up and hold me tight. I know you won`t let go, We`re happy again... Then the morning alarm bring me back to to real life