Grandma's Final Act

Within these walls of loneliness,my thoughts run free
I think of all my family I've lost, and what's that emotionally done to me
Grandma's last days spent here, I could've changed my ways
Who would've known
I'd be paying now for that day
If I only knew what and how she felt inside
I could've been the one to save her life
My grandma was my confider
There will be no one like her she could have not known
the emptiness of her leaving me affected me so
I need her and miss her
Holding me I wish she were
There are so many things she left unclear
Since shes been gone, my wounded soul bleeds
To heal it,It is her that I need
I must except in my heart that she's gone
For my grandma would want me to move on
Time to forgive and remain strong
Although I know for a fact
My life will never be the same
Because of my grandmas Final Act