What Used To Be

         This must be a nightmare. Is it truly ruined? I mean... is it? I already knew that it was an unhealthy situation, Involvement. My question... can it be fixed? Will we ever try to regain it back? The bond, the love, the positive memories that kept me going? I miss you. I miss what we once had. I miss "us." Now what do I do? All there is... anger, hatred, tears, arguments and regret. I never wanted it to turn out this way. I always saw us both in marriage, commitment, staying with the strong bond between us. Where did it go? Where did you go? We let something as small as what's considered the "expected" friendship and relationship get to us. What happens now?