Bound

Now I'm here again trapped inside my sin
As I seek only some place quiet
Why should I begin if i never win
And every voice begins to riot
Silent screams within force me to listen

Alone in company of delusion
They whisper secrets of a solution

A key to the chain, to be free of pain
A promise that peace can be found
With so much to gain I would be fain
But no such key exists on earth's ground
Through both sun and rain I have looked in vain
To be free of which I am bound

Alone in company of delusion
They speak of a hidden solution
And spark a powerful confusion

Is this which you speak truly what I seek
If it exists surely I would know
They moan and they creak, hidden in mystique
So as time goes on my longings grow
Until I grow weak they're strength reaches peak
And All of my protests begin to bow

I am convinced by my delusions
As they explain this hidden solution
And desire cuts down my confusion
I accept their obvious intrusion

First I fear the bite, fear turns to delight
Blood turns to poison pumped by my own heart
First the yoke is light it makes me feel right
So I continue to play the part
The first change is slight then I start to fight
But now I'm just chained to this poison dart

Were they really my own delusions
That offered temporary solution
And continue to tempt with confusion
Although I'm too blame for their intrusion
As I jumped at their false revolution

Just lay down and rest you are now our guest
Just give a little more with every breath
The hole in your chest has become our nest
For as long as you are on this earth
You did try your best you couldn't have guessed
The only freedom from these chains is death

I am one now with my delusions
As they whisper of a new solution
And once again enters new confusion
I'm too tired to fight this intrusion
There will be no grand revolution
And so I seek my final conclusion